Oak McIlwain

No attempt at a unified theory of everything will ever be completely accurate as it will always contain some degree of abstraction. The universe or all of existence just is.

Explanations have inherent abstractions and with every layer of abstraction one moves further from the truth of what is.

When one ceases trying to explain things then everything automatically becomes explained because it is being perceived directly as it is rather than through a mental filter.

Given the entire manifest universe is a single field of energy, fluctuations in consciousness (love) run through it in waves as it moves towards conscious perfection. Even though on the level of the absolute there exists only perfection, within the absolute are infinite layers or dimensions operating with their own supposed laws, none of which can be absolute as they are actually mind created fragments of the whole.

Pure consciousness (love) is like a fire when it catches on one person it can easily set other people alight. Ever felt shivers up your spine when you are around highly conscious people? That’s the flame of love they are emanating.

When a person realizes their nature and begins to heal, they are not only healing themselves but the whole collective as they are not perpetuating the false, which causes all suffering.

Ward lord. O! Big O!

Ness, Paula, Jeff and Poo. Unholy shit, they are bound!

Forever more, I know this world is worlded by warlord.

I am Earthbound. I am not the one. I am thine unward.

For, you see, things dwell in this realm. Holy, shit. It’s ancient.
Fuck! I cannot dwell. I have no skill in this dwell.

Forever be, heiled thine son of sod. HUMAN SHIT IS MY SPELL!

Welcome to Holland.

Success is an idea
Ideas are not real
Success sells
Ideas are easier to sell than products or services

‘Looks pretty innocent to me’ you think to yourself…

Then later on you turn your back and BLAM… your on the ground with a fractured skull.

Don’t trust them! I tells ye!

Holy people seem androgynous as they have not identified with the role of male or female.

Sitting alone in a tower with hands in pants; haunting.

God help me release these demons:

Cows grazing in the meadows; hands in pants.
The neighbours dog, cooked in white sauce; hands in pants.

I had sex with my boss last night.
He is giving me a promotion.
The back of my throat doesn’t taste so good though

I have several pet hamsters.
I feed them by hand.
Old flesh.
Handpicked from Clairemont 3am Saturday morning.
A good range to choose from and not many cops around.

I’m a christian on Sundays and an atheist for the rest of the week.
I thrive on road rage, fast food and depraved sexual deviancy.
My true god is a packet of tim-tams,
But I blame them when the weather is bad or I don’t win 1st division lottery.

A knock on the tower door…
Mother?
The ATO?
No, it’s just my balls again. Sneaking out while I’m on the shitter.
Always playing games with me.

She was better in bed than I had predicted.
Swallowed and everything which was great.
But she was just using me to make her boyfriend jealous
It’s ok. Not a bad trade really but I did like her.
My hamsters will too.
I’m sure.

God help me release these demons:

Jethro Tull playing live; hands in pants.
My neighbours wife, cooked in bolognaise sauce; hands in pants.

Sitting alone in a tower; haunting.

Only the false can reincarnate. Anything cyclical is false.

The idea of true-self reincarnating is absurd.

The ego, afraid of it’s demise, created belief that Atman or higher-self would persist through multiple lifetimes. Being isolated in space and time, the ego perpetuated this belief and in a world consumed by the false, the belief was (and is) easily perpetuated (see how the false perpetuates in cycles)

In a state of no mind, the divisions of body, mind and the sense ‘I am’ are dissolved and without the mind to seperate these there is nothing that would ‘carry on to the next life’. Even the idea of ‘this life’ is an illusion created by the mind.

It is possible for man to go beyond mind and thus beyond time. This is the eternal state which is formless and knows no division. It is not something which arises as it never arose yet has existed eternally. To say man is going beyond is not quite right either because he is just getting out the way and letting the divine meditate through him.

It’s as simple as that. When the mind is silent. The universal energy can act through you unabated.

If you are seeking to answer one question then it may pay to find the answer.

However if you are seeking the answer to all questions then it is futile to find all the answers.

To answer all questions, you must use a different strategy. Instead of answering each question, of which there are infinite variations, you must remove the questions.

And in order to remove the questions, you must remove the questioner.

Once the questioner is gone. All answers are made instantly available.