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	<title>Oak McIlwain</title>
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		<title>Sharing some Insight</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 30 Oct 2008 01:33:43 +0000</pubDate>
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		<category>Personal Exploration</category>

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		<description><![CDATA[The bliss state arises when the thoughts are suspended (or when the subject of those thoughts is exposed as non-existent – thus the dissolution of duality. This is jyana yoga and can be very frightening without any other grounding such as mantra, selfless service, asana etc.)
When a human locks their mind on a single object [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The bliss state arises when the thoughts are suspended (or when the subject of those thoughts is exposed as non-existent – thus the dissolution of duality. This is jyana yoga and can be very frightening without any other grounding such as mantra, selfless service, asana etc.)</p>
<p>When a human locks their mind on a single object the thoughts are suspended and the natural state is entered (beyond time/space).</p>
<p>During physical yoga there are several objects to lock the mind to. The asana, bundas and the pranayama.</p>
<p>The ease with which the mind will lock to these is in direct proportion to the psychological attachments of the individual (illusory self)</p>
<p>Thus explains the unseen reason that some aspirants enter the state more readily than others regardless of physical flexibility.</p>
<p>The average person is distracted from the locks by both external and internal fluctuations.</p>
<p>The inner is the outer thus the best path to remove psychological attachments is not by negation but by true personal insight.</p>
<p>That is, when one no longer fights with that within that is seen as negative and actually looks at it without bias or prejudice.</p>
<p>This is true learning.</p>
<p>When one can look at things clearly, the false will be seen to be illusory and fall away of its own accord.</p>
<p>By this method only the truth will remain.</p>
<p>Once the mind is easily locked to the single object there will come a time when the question is asked “what is the subject to which this object is locked?”</p>
<p>The enquiry, if sincere, will yield no answer and thus the subject will merge with the object; the atman (singular entity in natural state) will merge with the absolute.</p>
<p>Pure consciousness flowing unobstructed; as god painting with infinite brushes,<br />
this inexplicable master piece.
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		<title>A Poem for just another of the Living Dead - Those said to be &#8220;Happily without the muses&#8221;</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 24 Oct 2008 07:34:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Oak McIlwain</dc:creator>
		
		<category>Poetry</category>

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		<description><![CDATA[Part 1
What is a mudha?
And do needs really must when the devil drives?
&#8212;
A poem or a pond? And far above the surface, the swaying of a palm frond.
Would you prefer the solid ground or drifting through the lofty heights betwixt the air of summer rain and winter nights?
&#8212;
He said they were happily without muses. Confined [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Part 1</strong></p>
<p>What is a mudha?<br />
And do needs really must when the devil drives?</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p>A poem or a pond? And far above the surface, the swaying of a palm frond.<br />
Would you prefer the solid ground or drifting through the lofty heights betwixt the air of summer rain and winter nights?</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p>He said they were happily without muses. Confined to the lower three.<br />
What is life without the muses?</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p>The one that judges always accuses. It separates and lays to waste all the divine and mighty grace.<br />
A poem or a pond was always the most important question because it told of another place to share the bare and faceless space.</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p>Chase your tail; this race is frail. What more could a tale entail?<br />
Than to be the one. The one to be… at comfort with infinity.</p>
<p><strong>Part 2 </strong></p>
<p>Apparently there was spaghetti left there on the floor<br />
But I looked closely and it didn&#8217;t look like spaghetti anymore</p>
<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;</p>
<p>I saw your golden hair and glowing smile<br />
Bemused, aghast and stunned a while<br />
I saw the Brahman in everyone<br />
And learned to stare into the sun</p>
<p>You were a jewel on the crown of thorns<br />
Who blew my trumpet to toot my horn</p>
<p>A silver river runs through the house of god<br />
It snakes out forever in the heart of hod<br />
I found it&#8217;s root on the mountain top<br />
And harvested the herb from an abundant crop</p>
<p>The mind that compares said to show this to you<br />
A glittering, glimmer of light in the few<br />
But if you looked through and could see my name<br />
Heralded insane in the face of the mundane<br />
Is it really me that you see<br />
Or is it just the action of duality?</p>
<p>But for you a million diamonds would pour<br />
From the eternal garden of nine and score<br />
Neither mattered not to me<br />
Can I take your hand yet set you free?</p>
<p>Because if I can do so with heart elated<br />
My time in heaven was always fated<br />
And you as the divine will always be<br />
As I fade away in the infinite sea</p>
<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;-</p>
<p>A trick of words or a play of the light<br />
A game in the woods - when the day turns to night<br />
Love and attachment together in the bath<br />
Like the lunatic seeking a predfined (!path)</p>
<p><strong>Part 3</strong></p>
<p>The unseen is much more real than the seen<br />
because the seen is manifest from the unseen
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		<title>She Flutters By</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 04 Jul 2008 06:41:05 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Oak McIlwain</dc:creator>
		
		<category>Poetry</category>

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		<description><![CDATA[A butterfly
Flutters By
A treat to eyes
No one lies
A treat for me
No one sees
A feat for you
If you please

Gathering wood for a fire
The scent of earth
Damp moss and crumbling bark
A slight chill hangs in the air
I take a moment to watch the trees
Swaying against the grey above
For just one moment lost in love
I strike my flint [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div align="center">A butterfly<br />
Flutters By</p>
<p>A treat to eyes<br />
No one lies</p>
<p>A treat for me<br />
No one sees</p>
<p>A feat for you<br />
If you please</p>
<p><img align="middle" alt="She Flutters By" title="She Flutters By" src="http://www.oakmcilwain.net/images/she-flutters-by.jpg" /></p>
<p>Gathering wood for a fire<br />
The scent of earth<br />
Damp moss and crumbling bark</p>
<p>A slight chill hangs in the air</p>
<p>I take a moment to watch the trees<br />
Swaying against the grey above<br />
For just one moment lost in love</p>
<p>I strike my flint across the stone<br />
Look at you, how much you’ve grown</p>
<p>But still the same essential truth</p>
<p>I breath in full with tightened lungs<br />
She opens me and climbs the rungs<br />
Spinning like the helix wheel<br />
Now I’m aware, beginning to feel</p>
<p>So I turn and walk away<br />
And walking ever since I’ve been<br />
Into the dark and unknown lands<br />
Into the unseen shifting sands</div>
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		<title>Picks Nickers</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 24 Jun 2008 07:51:22 +0000</pubDate>
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		<category>Poetry</category>

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		<description><![CDATA[Picnics are fun when women run, naked into the flames
Glorified, I almost died when I saw the snake clearly
Scales and all. Standing tall upon the altar
Give her a set of wings; Set aflame her holy halo
A journey that starts at the base
Working in dismay all the way up through the crust
I&#8217;ve told a lie; so [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Picnics are fun when women run, naked into the flames<br />
Glorified, I almost died when I saw the snake clearly<br />
Scales and all. Standing tall upon the altar<br />
Give her a set of wings; Set aflame her holy halo</p>
<p>A journey that starts at the base<br />
Working in dismay all the way up through the crust<br />
I&#8217;ve told a lie; so boldly. I&#8217;ve begun to cry; dissolving slowly.<br />
It&#8217;s just a mix you know. Whatever has been will come again.<br />
In miracles we must trust.</p>
<p>Governed by the demons is the part in me most true.<br />
For I in me is I in you.<br />
Guaranteed a peaceful end. There is no need to pretend<br />
Creatures all, great and small come to bathe beneath my hollows.<br />
The one that sees; truly free, Is the one that never follows.</p>
<p>In the middle of an endless field<br />
The picnic rug becomes a shield<br />
Against this harsh and terrible world</p>
<p>A world of eyes it has become.<br />
A world where no one sees the sun.<br />
It&#8217;s time to turn away,<br />
From the rug,<br />
From the field,<br />
From the endless stream of nonsense<br />
Dripping from the dark hole in the guts of humanity.</p>
<p>An open heart will dance and sing. Any beggar can now be king.
</p>
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		<title>Oh the Muslims</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 12 Jun 2008 01:38:28 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Oh the Muslims
Oh the Muslims
Don’t let them take your land
Of the devil worship they are learned
Oh the Muslims
Don’t leave your cattle untended
Not for human pleasure are they intended.
Thine holiest of Jews
Thine holiest of the lord’s sheep and lamb
In the ass I pillage thee
Thine ass of holiest loins and quiver I do
The thought of it snapping
And [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Oh the Muslims<br />
Oh the Muslims<br />
Don’t let them take your land<br />
Of the devil worship they are learned</p>
<p>Oh the Muslims<br />
Don’t leave your cattle untended<br />
Not for human pleasure are they intended.</p>
<p>Thine holiest of Jews<br />
Thine holiest of the lord’s sheep and lamb<br />
In the ass I pillage thee<br />
Thine ass of holiest loins and quiver I do</p>
<p>The thought of it snapping<br />
And the rotten flesh spilling through<br />
To my loins; oh joy of joys</p>
<p>Is it not a shame that no octopus<br />
Has seen the tentacle porn<br />
Oh the shame you useless and unworthy octopi<br />
I taunt you with the tentacles</p>
<p>In the name of the beaver<br />
The lover and receiver of Karl’s rod<br />
Jealous is the rails evangelist<br />
He thinks there is gold glittering<br />
But finds only a placid dildo strap</p>
<p>In the hind quarters you are pillaged<br />
In the hind quarters<br />
The ownzone is your home<br />
Stay there; do not roam</p>
<p>Is there a race?<br />
Oh holy and secure lord.<br />
Is thine the race of superiority?<br />
Those that drink the golden syrup<br />
Are fed by your greatness</p>
<p>Above and beyond the dome of royalty<br />
I see a beggar; in rags he is clothed<br />
His name is your mother or fatty<br />
Whatever takes your fancy?</p>
<p>So be told now nooblets<br />
It is heresy to be a slave to yourself<br />
Let go of those earthly bonds<br />
And turn to the art of slaughter
</p>
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		<title>Pay no Mind of Liquid</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 12 Jun 2008 01:33:25 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Oak McIlwain</dc:creator>
		
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		<description><![CDATA[Just a creature in the swamp
Never mind a childs trump
Can never give whatever is&#8230;
To be in time and time to be
Survival is my only friend
In two devised when hives pretend
It is the life of one and only
Only one to be so lonely!
A cavern in my mind to be
a lonely stroll around the meet
Avoidance lives in [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Just a creature in the swamp<br />
Never mind a childs trump<br />
Can never give whatever is&#8230;<br />
To be in time and time to be</p>
<p>Survival is my only friend<br />
In two devised when hives pretend<br />
It is the life of one and only<br />
Only one to be so lonely!</p>
<p>A cavern in my mind to be<br />
a lonely stroll around the meet<br />
Avoidance lives in dancing games<br />
to play would be a rare delight</p>
<p>Only pain - merely fright<br />
you are digging into my side<br />
On the left ; the only path<br />
You are here (right) beside my<br />
Stifled laughter in abundance</p>
<p>My mind is liquid<br />
Only shaping allows negating<br />
Of interest is the rythms I speak<br />
Betwix the light in you i keep
</p>
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		<title>Squander the Warm Wind with your Spaghetti</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 30 Apr 2008 05:35:43 +0000</pubDate>
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		<category>Poetry</category>

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		<description><![CDATA[It turned to me and said. If you’re not ready yet you never are
What? I&#8217;m dead right?
No.
Take Note. It isn&#8217;t enough just to say something
Do what your heart cries out for
She is staring at me blankly&#8230; does she see?
Squander your luminosity
On me you are wasted. I&#8217;ll try to take you there
See. No, of course you [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It turned to me and said. If you’re not ready yet you never are<br />
What? I&#8217;m dead right?<br />
No.</p>
<p>Take Note. It isn&#8217;t enough just to say something<br />
Do what your heart cries out for<br />
She is staring at me blankly&#8230; does she see?</p>
<p>Squander your luminosity<br />
On me you are wasted. I&#8217;ll try to take you there<br />
See. No, of course you don&#8217;t.</p>
<p>The warm wind comes up from the south<br />
In hand you walk; a crowd removes the crown<br />
Nude and fragile, you reach out for the mother</p>
<p>Waiting for the summer rain?<br />
Only if you could be driven insane</p>
<p>I pry my hands apart; a tart<br />
Unrequited. Forgiveness to dwell in ruptured states<br />
I can still taste our moisture on my tongue<br />
Though, you never touched mine</p>
<p>Spaghetti<br />
Long and thin<br />
Weeping like a fully grown child</p>
<p>All day long I think of things<br />
But nothing seems to satiate<br />
Manifest an image of you<br />
So that I can masturbate</p>
<p>Can you help me? No, of course you can&#8217;t.</p>
<p>I have found the origin of time<br />
And I hold it out in my hand for all<br />
Isn’t it pretty; useless? (now)</p>
<p>A clown is a frog<br />
Soft and slimy<br />
Leering at your children<br />
In him I find some solace; a kindred</p>
<p>Fortitude and rapid food<br />
Pestilence and g&#8217;day dude<br />
It&#8217;s over now, you can go<br />
To the trough and wait for the snow
</p>
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		<title>Sumerian Clay Tablet Translations</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 10 Apr 2008 03:04:50 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[This series of videos is awesome if you can put up with the slow scrolling of the text.
Sumerian clay-tablets translations: Chapter1 1/6
Highly recommended for anyone interested in ancient myth. Though personally at this stage I am not entirely convinced this is mythical. It&#8217;s really exciting stuff. I&#8217;d like to narrate it at some stage.
I&#8217;m really [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This series of videos is awesome if you can put up with the slow scrolling of the text.</p>
<p><a title="Sumerian clay-tablets translations: Chapter1 1/6" onclick="_hbLink('SumerianclaytabletstranslationsChapter116','VidVert');" href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IBLoSgJmetc"><strong>Sumerian</strong> clay-<strong>tablets</strong> <strong>translations</strong>: Chapter1 1/6</a></p>
<p>Highly recommended for anyone interested in ancient myth. Though personally at this stage I am not entirely convinced this is mythical. It&#8217;s really exciting stuff. I&#8217;d like to narrate it at some stage.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m really not entirely convinced by Darwinism and I see this as the most likely alternative at this stage.
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		<title>Doomsday Seed Vault</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 10 Apr 2008 02:00:50 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Not sure if you have read about this seed vault. It&#8217;s pretty interesting. Apparently it is mostly funded by Billy Gates!
Svalbard Global Seed Vault 
It began operating officially during February 2008.

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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Not sure if you have read about this seed vault. It&#8217;s pretty interesting. Apparently it is mostly funded by Billy Gates!</p>
<p><a title="Svalbard Global Seed Vault" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Svalbard_Global_Seed_Vault">Svalbard Global Seed Vault </a></p>
<p>It began operating officially during February 2008.
</p>
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		<title>Perfect. You.</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 02 Apr 2008 04:43:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<category>Personal Exploration</category>

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		<description><![CDATA[You are perfect.
Anyone who tells you anything else is dellusional.
You don&#8217;t need to get any better.
You are complete.
Anyone who tells you anything else is insane.
You don&#8217;t need to become anything.
You are necessary.
Anyone who tells you anything else is confused.
Live it.
Don&#8217;t worry about hiding your flowers from the sun.

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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>You are perfect.</p>
<p>Anyone who tells you anything else is dellusional.</p>
<p>You don&#8217;t need to get any better.</p>
<p>You are complete.</p>
<p>Anyone who tells you anything else is insane.</p>
<p>You don&#8217;t need to become anything.</p>
<p>You are necessary.</p>
<p>Anyone who tells you anything else is confused.</p>
<p>Live it.</p>
<p>Don&#8217;t worry about hiding your flowers from the sun.
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